Time To Myself. Myself Abandoned.

I stare and I observe. It is just I do not know what I am viewing.

Detached am I.
Detached is I.

I need some fulfillment. It's been awhile since I've been myself. I do everything I can to just fill this gap that I'm missing. Sometimes too much and mostly too little. In all fairness, there's no reason to complain or anything. From an observer's point of view, and myself even, I have it pretty good right now on paper. I'm not faced by any adversity.

I just don't know what it is.

Unstable is I. I need stability in all aspects.

Mind.
Body.
Heart.